"Nicholas Ray invented the meme of teenage anguish. His daughter Nicca lived it. The first miracle is that she survived. The second is that she created this beautiful, heart-breaking book, in which she maps the intersecting arcs of her life and her father's, creating a dazzling geometry of self-creation and self-destruction." --Peter Trachtenberg, author, 7 Tattoos and Another Insane Devotion "Nicca Ray is film director Nick Ray's daughter and as her marvelous memoir unspools, she could be a genetically engineered female protagonist of an imaginary Nick Ray picture. ... [Ray by Ray] is the screamingly sad, wise, drug-fueled, hilarious tale of a daughter's coming to light from under an immense paternal shadow. A deep dark shadow, by mortal standards, a shadow's shadow; for Nick Ray is himself a burnt-out case, an artist swallowed whole by the bottle, the spoon and the syringe." --Amos Poe, director, The Blank Generation "If you diagrammed Nicca Ray's family tree, going back only two generations, it would resemble a web spun by a spider on acid. RAY BY RAY is the story of a search for home, for family, for identity, for the understanding of personal demons. Nicca's journey is one of courage and harrowing honesty. She doesn't gloss over the ugly bits, of which there are many. Despite her recreation of the trauma, the confusion of her childhood and teen years, she holds onto a grace, compassion and unconditional love for all of her family members, particularly her famous genius father, a filmmaker ultimately sabotaged by his own fears via alcohol, drugs, generational abuse and mental health issues. Nicca connects the dots, emotional links resonating in not only her parents' erratic behavior, but in her father's cinematic masterpieces." --Chris D. (author, former American Cinematheque programmer and singer/songwriter of the bands, The Flesh Eaters and Divine Horsemen), "Nicholas Ray invented the meme of teenage anguish. His daughter Nicca lived it. The first miracle is that she survived. The second is that she created this beautiful, heart-breaking book, in which she maps the intersecting arcs of her life and her father's, creating a dazzling geometry of self-creation and self-destruction." --Peter Trachtenberg , author, 7 Tattoos and Another Insane Devotion, "In this intimate blend of memoir and biography, [Nicholas Ray's] daughter, Nicca, a filmmaker and writer, explores her father's complex life and artistic legacy as well as their own complicated relationship and his impact on her life. ... This contemplative, deeply personal portrait of both Rays will appeal to readers interested in mid-century Hollywood." --Library Journal "Nicca strips away everything fashionable and glamorous about the behind-the-scenes Hollywood big-screen to reveal the stark naked truth about the devastating effects of drug addiction, alcoholism, and free sex.... If this victim of abandonment and abuse can find redemption and reconciliation, it seems within reach for the rest of us, too." --Portland Book Review "Nicca Ray's shockingly candid memoir of her filmmaker father and deeply dysfunctional family is harrowing, beautifully written and near-impossible to put down." Shelf Awareness "The alcoholism and drug addiction which haunted Ray, spelled out in clearly in the book, also haunts Nicca, whose struggles with that same gene lead to some of the most hair-raising punk-rock teen tales I've ever heard. To her credit, it may be one of the few memoirs of a great legend where the author's story is as compelling as her subject's." --Sensitive Skin " Ray by Ray: A Daughter's Take on the Legend of Nicholas Ray [is] a decade-plus project that tells all in a way that's true to [author Nicca Ray] and true to her father...an intimate first-hand grasp on the benefits and hindrances of drugs and alcohol--along with front-row access to the Hollywood scene ...In Ray by Ray , Nicca stays out of ... film talk, rather opening up her own family history to reveal her dad's emotional and professional disintegration, his own twisted-up storylines." --Please Kill Me "Nicholas Ray invented the meme of teenage anguish. His daughter Nicca lived it. The first miracle is that she survived. The second is that she created this beautiful, heart-breaking book, in which she maps the intersecting arcs of her life and her father's, creating a dazzling geometry of self-creation and self-destruction." --Peter Trachtenberg, author, 7 Tattoos and Another Insane Devotion "Nicca Ray is film director Nick Ray's daughter and as her marvelous memoir unspools, she could be a genetically engineered female protagonist of an imaginary Nick Ray picture. ... [Ray by Ray] is the screamingly sad, wise, drug-fueled, hilarious tale of a daughter's coming to light from under an immense paternal shadow. A deep dark shadow, by mortal standards, a shadow's shadow; for Nick Ray is himself a burnt-out case, an artist swallowed whole by the bottle, the spoon and the syringe." --Amos Poe, director, The Blank Generation "If you diagrammed Nicca Ray's family tree, going back only two generations, it would resemble a web spun by a spider on acid. RAY BY RAY is the story of a search for home, for family, for identity, for the understanding of personal demons. Nicca's journey is one of courage and harrowing honesty. She doesn't gloss over the ugly bits, of which there are many. Despite her recreation of the trauma, the confusion of her childhood and teen years, she holds onto a grace, compassion and unconditional love for all of her family members, particularly her famous genius father, a filmmaker ultimately sabotaged by his own fears via alcohol, drugs, generational abuse and mental health issues. Nicca connects the dots, emotional links resonating in not only her parents' erratic behavior, but in her father's cinematic masterpieces." --Chris D. (author, former American Cinematheque programmer and singer/songwriter of the bands, The Flesh Eaters and Divine Horsemen), "In this intimate blend of memoir and biography, [Nicholas Ray's] daughter, Nicca, a filmmaker and writer, explores her father's complex life and artistic legacy as well as their own complicated relationship and his impact on her life. ... This contemplative, deeply personal portrait of both Rays will appeal to readers interested in mid-century Hollywood." --Library Journal "Nicca Ray's shockingly candid memoir of her filmmaker father and deeply dysfunctional family is harrowing, beautifully written and near-impossible to put down." Shelf Awareness " Ray by Ray: A Daughter's Take on the Legend of Nicholas Ray [is] a decade-plus project that tells all in a way that's true to [author Nicca Ray] and true to her father...an intimate first-hand grasp on the benefits and hindrances of drugs and alcohol--along with front-row access to the Hollywood scene ...In Ray by Ray , Nicca stays out of ... film talk, rather opening up her own family history to reveal her dad's emotional and professional disintegration, his own twisted-up storylines." --Please Kill Me "Nicholas Ray invented the meme of teenage anguish. His daughter Nicca lived it. The first miracle is that she survived. The second is that she created this beautiful, heart-breaking book, in which she maps the intersecting arcs of her life and her father's, creating a dazzling geometry of self-creation and self-destruction." --Peter Trachtenberg, author, 7 Tattoos and Another Insane Devotion "Nicca Ray is film director Nick Ray's daughter and as her marvelous memoir unspools, she could be a genetically engineered female protagonist of an imaginary Nick Ray picture. ... [Ray by Ray] is the screamingly sad, wise, drug-fueled, hilarious tale of a daughter's coming to light from under an immense paternal shadow. A deep dark shadow, by mortal standards, a shadow's shadow; for Nick Ray is himself a burnt-out case, an artist swallowed whole by the bottle, the spoon and the syringe." --Amos Poe, director, The Blank Generation "If you diagrammed Nicca Ray's family tree, going back only two generations, it would resemble a web spun by a spider on acid. RAY BY RAY is the story of a search for home, for family, for identity, for the understanding of personal demons. Nicca's journey is one of courage and harrowing honesty. She doesn't gloss over the ugly bits, of which there are many. Despite her recreation of the trauma, the confusion of her childhood and teen years, she holds onto a grace, compassion and unconditional love for all of her family members, particularly her famous genius father, a filmmaker ultimately sabotaged by his own fears via alcohol, drugs, generational abuse and mental health issues. Nicca connects the dots, emotional links resonating in not only her parents' erratic behavior, but in her father's cinematic masterpieces." --Chris D. (author, former American Cinematheque programmer and singer/songwriter of the bands, The Flesh Eaters and Divine Horsemen), "In this intimate blend of memoir and biography, [Nicholas Ray''s] daughter, Nicca, a filmmaker and writer, explores her father''s complex life and artistic legacy as well as their own complicated relationship and his impact on her life. ... This contemplative, deeply personal portrait of both Rays will appeal to readers interested in mid-century Hollywood." --Library Journal "Nicca strips away everything fashionable and glamorous about the behind-the-scenes Hollywood big-screen to reveal the stark naked truth about the devastating effects of drug addiction, alcoholism, and free sex.... If this victim of abandonment and abuse can find redemption and reconciliation, it seems within reach for the rest of us, too." --Portland Book Review "Nicca Ray''s shockingly candid memoir of her filmmaker father and deeply dysfunctional family is harrowing, beautifully written and near-impossible to put down." Shelf Awareness "Both a well-researched and a deeply personal mix of memoir and biography." -Sabzian (Belgium) "The alcoholism and drug addiction which haunted Ray, spelled out in clearly in the book, also haunts Nicca, whose struggles with that same gene lead to some of the most hair-raising punk-rock teen tales I''ve ever heard. To her credit, it may be one of the few memoirs of a great legend where the author''s story is as compelling as her subject''s." --Sensitive Skin " Ray by Ray: A Daughter''s Take on the Legend of Nicholas Ray [is] a decade-plus project that tells all in a way that''s true to [author Nicca Ray] and true to her father...an intimate first-hand grasp on the benefits and hindrances of drugs and alcohol--along with front-row access to the Hollywood scene ...In Ray by Ray , Nicca stays out of ... film talk, rather opening up her own family history to reveal her dad''s emotional and professional disintegration, his own twisted-up storylines." --Please Kill Me "Nicholas Ray invented the meme of teenage anguish. His daughter Nicca lived it. The first miracle is that she survived. The second is that she created this beautiful, heart-breaking book, in which she maps the intersecting arcs of her life and her father''s, creating a dazzling geometry of self-creation and self-destruction." --Peter Trachtenberg, author, 7 Tattoos and Another Insane Devotion "Nicca Ray is film director Nick Ray''s daughter and as her marvelous memoir unspools, she could be a genetically engineered female protagonist of an imaginary Nick Ray picture. ... [Ray by Ray] is the screamingly sad, wise, drug-fueled, hilarious tale of a daughter''s coming to light from under an immense paternal shadow. A deep dark shadow, by mortal standards, a shadow''s shadow; for Nick Ray is himself a burnt-out case, an artist swallowed whole by the bottle, the spoon and the syringe." --Amos Poe, director, The Blank Generation "If you diagrammed Nicca Ray''s family tree, going back only two generations, it would resemble a web spun by a spider on acid. RAY BY RAY is the story of a search for home, for family, for identity, for the understanding of personal demons. Nicca''s journey is one of courage and harrowing honesty. She doesn''t gloss over the ugly bits, of which there are many. Despite her recreation of the trauma, the confusion of her childhood and teen years, she holds onto a grace, compassion and unconditional love for all of her family members, particularly her famous genius father, a filmmaker ultimately sabotaged by his own fears via alcohol, drugs, generational abuse and mental health issues. Nicca connects the dots, emotional links resonating in not only her parents'' erratic behavior, but in her father''s cinematic masterpieces." --Chris D. (author, former American Cinematheque programmer and singer/songwriter of the bands, The Flesh Eaters and Divine Horsemen), "In this intimate blend of memoir and biography, [Nicholas Ray's] daughter, Nicca, a filmmaker and writer, explores her father's complex life and artistic legacy as well as their own complicated relationship and his impact on her life. ... This contemplative, deeply personal portrait of both Rays will appeal to readers interested in mid-century Hollywood." --Library Journal "Nicca Ray's shockingly candid memoir of her filmmaker father and deeply dysfunctional family is harrowing, beautifully written and near-impossible to put down." Shelf Awareness "The alcoholism and drug addiction which haunted Ray, spelled out in clearly in the book, also haunts Nicca, whose struggles with that same gene lead to some of the most hair-raising punk-rock teen tales I've ever heard. To her credit, it may be one of the few memoirs of a great legend where the author's story is as compelling as her subject's." --Sensitive Skin " Ray by Ray: A Daughter's Take on the Legend of Nicholas Ray [is] a decade-plus project that tells all in a way that's true to [author Nicca Ray] and true to her father...an intimate first-hand grasp on the benefits and hindrances of drugs and alcohol--along with front-row access to the Hollywood scene ...In Ray by Ray , Nicca stays out of ... film talk, rather opening up her own family history to reveal her dad's emotional and professional disintegration, his own twisted-up storylines." --Please Kill Me "Nicholas Ray invented the meme of teenage anguish. His daughter Nicca lived it. The first miracle is that she survived. The second is that she created this beautiful, heart-breaking book, in which she maps the intersecting arcs of her life and her father's, creating a dazzling geometry of self-creation and self-destruction." --Peter Trachtenberg, author, 7 Tattoos and Another Insane Devotion "Nicca Ray is film director Nick Ray's daughter and as her marvelous memoir unspools, she could be a genetically engineered female protagonist of an imaginary Nick Ray picture. ... [Ray by Ray] is the screamingly sad, wise, drug-fueled, hilarious tale of a daughter's coming to light from under an immense paternal shadow. A deep dark shadow, by mortal standards, a shadow's shadow; for Nick Ray is himself a burnt-out case, an artist swallowed whole by the bottle, the spoon and the syringe." --Amos Poe, director, The Blank Generation "If you diagrammed Nicca Ray's family tree, going back only two generations, it would resemble a web spun by a spider on acid. RAY BY RAY is the story of a search for home, for family, for identity, for the understanding of personal demons. Nicca's journey is one of courage and harrowing honesty. She doesn't gloss over the ugly bits, of which there are many. Despite her recreation of the trauma, the confusion of her childhood and teen years, she holds onto a grace, compassion and unconditional love for all of her family members, particularly her famous genius father, a filmmaker ultimately sabotaged by his own fears via alcohol, drugs, generational abuse and mental health issues. Nicca connects the dots, emotional links resonating in not only her parents' erratic behavior, but in her father's cinematic masterpieces." --Chris D. (author, former American Cinematheque programmer and singer/songwriter of the bands, The Flesh Eaters and Divine Horsemen), "In this intimate blend of memoir and biography, [Nicholas Ray''s] daughter, Nicca, a filmmaker and writer, explores her father''s complex life and artistic legacy as well as their own complicated relationship and his impact on her life. ... This contemplative, deeply personal portrait of both Rays will appeal to readers interested in mid-century Hollywood." --Library Journal "Nicca strips away everything fashionable and glamorous about the behind-the-scenes Hollywood big-screen to reveal the stark naked truth about the devastating effects of drug addiction, alcoholism, and free sex.... If this victim of abandonment and abuse can find redemption and reconciliation, it seems within reach for the rest of us, too." --Portland Book Review "The daughter of famous filmmaker Nicholas Ray reflects on a rocky childhood, why she felt ''weird'' as a kid and her battle with drugs and alcohol." --Wall Street Journal "Nicca Ray''s shockingly candid memoir of her filmmaker father and deeply dysfunctional family is harrowing, beautifully written and near-impossible to put down." Shelf Awareness "Both a well-researched and a deeply personal mix of memoir and biography." -Sabzian (Belgium) "The alcoholism and drug addiction which haunted Ray, spelled out in clearly in the book, also haunts Nicca, whose struggles with that same gene lead to some of the most hair-raising punk-rock teen tales I''ve ever heard. To her credit, it may be one of the few memoirs of a great legend where the author''s story is as compelling as her subject''s." --Sensitive Skin " Ray by Ray: A Daughter''s Take on the Legend of Nicholas Ray [is] a decade-plus project that tells all in a way that''s true to [author Nicca Ray] and true to her father...an intimate first-hand grasp on the benefits and hindrances of drugs and alcohol--along with front-row access to the Hollywood scene ...In Ray by Ray , Nicca stays out of ... film talk, rather opening up her own family history to reveal her dad''s emotional and professional disintegration, his own twisted-up storylines." --Please Kill Me "Nicholas Ray invented the meme of teenage anguish. His daughter Nicca lived it. The first miracle is that she survived. The second is that she created this beautiful, heart-breaking book, in which she maps the intersecting arcs of her life and her father''s, creating a dazzling geometry of self-creation and self-destruction." --Peter Trachtenberg, author, 7 Tattoos and Another Insane Devotion "Nicca Ray is film director Nick Ray''s daughter and as her marvelous memoir unspools, she could be a genetically engineered female protagonist of an imaginary Nick Ray picture. ... [Ray by Ray] is the screamingly sad, wise, drug-fueled, hilarious tale of a daughter''s coming to light from under an immense paternal shadow. A deep dark shadow, by mortal standards, a shadow''s shadow; for Nick Ray is himself a burnt-out case, an artist swallowed whole by the bottle, the spoon and the syringe." --Amos Poe, director, The Blank Generation "If you diagrammed Nicca Ray''s family tree, going back only two generations, it would resemble a web spun by a spider on acid. RAY BY RAY is the story of a search for home, for family, for identity, for the understanding of personal demons. Nicca''s journey is one of courage and harrowing honesty. She doesn''t gloss over the ugly bits, of which there are many. Despite her recreation of the trauma, the confusion of her childhood and teen years, she holds onto a grace, compassion and unconditional love for all of her family members, particularly her famous genius father, a filmmaker ultimately sabotaged by his own fears via alcohol, drugs, generational abuse and mental health issues. Nicca connects the dots, emotional links resonating in not only her parents'' erratic behavior, but in her father''s cinematic masterpieces." --Chris D. (author, former American Cinematheque programmer and singer/songwriter of the bands, The Flesh Eaters and Divine Horsemen), "In this intimate blend of memoir and biography, [Nicholas Ray's] daughter, Nicca, a filmmaker and writer, explores her father's complex life and artistic legacy as well as their own complicated relationship and his impact on her life. ... This contemplative, deeply personal portrait of both Rays will appeal to readers interested in mid-century Hollywood." --Library Journal " Ray by Ray: A Daughter's Take on the Legend of Nicholas Ray [is] a decade-plus project that tells all in a way that's true to [author Nicca Ray] and true to her father...an intimate first-hand grasp on the benefits and hindrances of drugs and alcohol--along with front-row access to the Hollywood scene ...In Ray by Ray , Nicca stays out of ... film talk, rather opening up her own family history to reveal her dad's emotional and professional disintegration, his own twisted-up storylines." --Please Kill Me "Nicholas Ray invented the meme of teenage anguish. His daughter Nicca lived it. The first miracle is that she survived. The second is that she created this beautiful, heart-breaking book, in which she maps the intersecting arcs of her life and her father's, creating a dazzling geometry of self-creation and self-destruction." --Peter Trachtenberg, author, 7 Tattoos and Another Insane Devotion "Nicca Ray is film director Nick Ray's daughter and as her marvelous memoir unspools, she could be a genetically engineered female protagonist of an imaginary Nick Ray picture. ... [Ray by Ray] is the screamingly sad, wise, drug-fueled, hilarious tale of a daughter's coming to light from under an immense paternal shadow. A deep dark shadow, by mortal standards, a shadow's shadow; for Nick Ray is himself a burnt-out case, an artist swallowed whole by the bottle, the spoon and the syringe." --Amos Poe, director, The Blank Generation "If you diagrammed Nicca Ray's family tree, going back only two generations, it would resemble a web spun by a spider on acid. RAY BY RAY is the story of a search for home, for family, for identity, for the understanding of personal demons. Nicca's journey is one of courage and harrowing honesty. She doesn't gloss over the ugly bits, of which there are many. Despite her recreation of the trauma, the confusion of her childhood and teen years, she holds onto a grace, compassion and unconditional love for all of her family members, particularly her famous genius father, a filmmaker ultimately sabotaged by his own fears via alcohol, drugs, generational abuse and mental health issues. Nicca connects the dots, emotional links resonating in not only her parents' erratic behavior, but in her father's cinematic masterpieces." --Chris D. (author, former American Cinematheque programmer and singer/songwriter of the bands, The Flesh Eaters and Divine Horsemen), "Nicholas Ray invented the meme of teenage anguish. His daughter Nicca lived it. The first miracle is that she survived. The second is that she created this beautiful, heart-breaking book, in which she maps the intersecting arcs of her life and her father's, creating a dazzling geometry of self-creation and self-destruction." --Peter Trachtenberg , author, 7 Tattoos and Another Insane Devotion "If you diagrammed Nicca Ray's family tree, going back only two generations, it would resemble a web spun by a spider on acid. RAY BY RAY is the story of a search for home, for family, for identity, for the understanding of personal demons. Nicca's journey is one of courage and harrowing honesty. She doesn't gloss over the ugly bits, of which there are many. Despite her recreation of the trauma, the confusion of her childhood and teen years, she holds onto a grace, compassion and unconditional love for all of her family members, particularly her famous genius father, a filmmaker ultimately sabotaged by his own fears via alcohol, drugs, generational abuse and mental health issues. Nicca connects the dots, emotional links resonating in not only her parents' erratic behavior, but in her father's cinematic masterpieces, particularly They Live by Night , On Dangerous Ground , In a Lonely Place , Rebel Without a Cause , The Lusty Men , and Bigger Than Life . In the works for well over two decades, Nicca's memoir, RAY BY RAY is a testament to her love for family, for film and the act of creating, as well as the brave decision she made on the cusp of adulthood to not repeat the mistakes of those blood relations who came before her. Like her father, Nicca Ray is someone who must create to survive the turbulence of life. To do otherwise is not an option." --Chris D. (author, former American Cinematheque programmer and singer/songwriter of the bands, The Flesh Eaters and Divine Horsemen), "In this intimate blend of memoir and biography, [Nicholas Ray's] daughter, Nicca, a filmmaker and writer, explores her father's complex life and artistic legacy as well as their own complicated relationship and his impact on her life. ... This contemplative, deeply personal portrait of both Rays will appeal to readers interested in mid-century Hollywood." --Library Journal "Nicholas Ray invented the meme of teenage anguish. His daughter Nicca lived it. The first miracle is that she survived. The second is that she created this beautiful, heart-breaking book, in which she maps the intersecting arcs of her life and her father's, creating a dazzling geometry of self-creation and self-destruction." --Peter Trachtenberg, author, 7 Tattoos and Another Insane Devotion "Nicca Ray is film director Nick Ray's daughter and as her marvelous memoir unspools, she could be a genetically engineered female protagonist of an imaginary Nick Ray picture. ... [Ray by Ray] is the screamingly sad, wise, drug-fueled, hilarious tale of a daughter's coming to light from under an immense paternal shadow. A deep dark shadow, by mortal standards, a shadow's shadow; for Nick Ray is himself a burnt-out case, an artist swallowed whole by the bottle, the spoon and the syringe." --Amos Poe, director, The Blank Generation "If you diagrammed Nicca Ray's family tree, going back only two generations, it would resemble a web spun by a spider on acid. RAY BY RAY is the story of a search for home, for family, for identity, for the understanding of personal demons. Nicca's journey is one of courage and harrowing honesty. She doesn't gloss over the ugly bits, of which there are many. Despite her recreation of the trauma, the confusion of her childhood and teen years, she holds onto a grace, compassion and unconditional love for all of her family members, particularly her famous genius father, a filmmaker ultimately sabotaged by his own fears via alcohol, drugs, generational abuse and mental health issues. Nicca connects the dots, emotional links resonating in not only her parents' erratic behavior, but in her father's cinematic masterpieces." --Chris D. (author, former American Cinematheque programmer and singer/songwriter of the bands, The Flesh Eaters and Divine Horsemen)
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